You cannot practice magic in any form if you look down your nose at it and deem it silly. It WILL bite you in the ass. Case in point...the ex-wife's recent blog. And if it is about me, which I don't know, since she can't bring up anything on me as far as drugs and such goes, then she is going to have one HELL of a good time trying to fight off the backlash she's gonna get because I will throw whatever is thrown at me back at her and it will hit her far harder than she ever even thought she could hit me or anyone else. Anyway here is the blog...keep in mind this is coming from someone who has no life and has to thrash anyone else who tries to make their own life better by working hard and doing something with it. And I highly doubt she has a job. Babysitting here and there does NOT qualify as a means to support oneself and two kids. Oh and if it is me she wants to have a word with...she can fucking bring it on because I will blast her into oblivion with a few choice words of my own for her personally. And as for anyone being an "ugly fuck" she might want to take a look in the mirror. [img]graemlins/whatever.gif[/img]

October 20, 2007 - Saturday
WOW! My first ever curse...
Current mood: tired
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural


I know a woman who is paranoid, retarded, an ugly fuck, a drama queen, and a vicious ***k***b*er.

It was hard to think about a way to deal with her until I remembered my ex insists that I am not a Christian (I guess I am a satanist-buddha-wiccan in his opinion.) I thought long and hard about the teachings of those 4 religions and came up with a curse that combines elements of all of them. Awesome!

It has actually felt very powerful when the energy is released, the power channeling techniques I learned have really developed the more I meditate and do my muscle stretching thingies. Thanks Christina for giving me the building blocks to go far! I never believed that a human could release such large bursts until I experienced it.

"I curse you to hear those you love tell you their honest opinion of you"

Oh yeah! How kick ass is that one? I have been doing it for 2 weeks now. Her friends and family should be answering the call right about now.

Peaceful, Vengeful, Harmless, and Harmful all wrapped up into one. Then I can think "suffer ugly fuck, suffer" with a smile on my face because this woman's family and friends know what a loser she is. She is mentally and emotionally at a teenage level because of past drug abuse. And you should listen to what she says!! No you should not, she is slightly retarded and you feel like banging your head against a wall everytime she interupts a conversation to talk about herself. Me me me me me me... "I went camping once" ... Shut Up you stupid paranoid retard!! And point your eyes in the same direction or I will slap that sloppy eye back into place!!

I should not complain about her so much on my recent blogs, I should not allow that retarded woman to be in my thoughts at all, because she is such a complete waste of my time. I just can't help myself like I said before in a blog, I can't look away from the car wreck! Look away! Look away! It is nasty!

I have not done any silly magical stuff in quite a while, but it feels good to let out all the built up disgust I feel. I might have to make it a monthly plan. I meditate before work every morning, and at my other job I will be meditating during the day when there are no customers around. I have to be careful who I mention this magic stuff to since my guy boss might think I'm nuts. Friend's list only!

LOL that magic stuff sounds so dumb when I go back and read what I wrote. I can't believe that I have to sink to this level in order to deal with the retarded ugly fuck drama queen.

I have really hit a new low. Maybe I should just tell her face to face everything that I think of her.

Where to start?

Woo hoo, now I am looking forward to seeing her instead of dreading her endless retarded comments. Come here ugly fuck, I would like to have a word with you...
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